SERIES THREE
I Feel You
I feel you from above, I feel you from below, I feel you in my soul.
We are one pattern, voices, textures that connect us all in our fabric of the universe.
I feel your pain, I feel your vulnerabilities, as one perfect design of texture of our universe. Together we can redesign a new and better texture, where each of us is the master of our own universe.
Only when I heal, transform and ascend about how I truly FEEL from the EYES OF THE PERFECT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, then I can really change the way I FEEL you, so perhaps you will also change the way you FEEL me.
When I FEEL the TEXTURE of the FABRIC OF UNIVERSE, I learn to ACKNOWLEDGE my vulnerabilities.
When I enter the world of my paintings, my painting FEELS me and I FEEL my painting. My painting serves a perfect mirror to hold space for my inner healing, transformation and ascension journey.
I see a million ways of how love expresses itself through freedom, revealing our true nature in our true magical self. The movement of how the fluidity in my painting is alive and dances its own form, for me feels like living my life and surrendering to the Greatest Power with trust. The end result of my painting is my collection of signature of each growth and my transformational journey for perfect blueprint.
106. THE UNIVERSE CALLS US
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
Once upon a time in the galaxy far, far away
World inside world
World above
World below
Time within space
Space within time
Life before, life after and life beyond
All connected into weaving who you are in your body, souls, spirits
Galaxy of the unknown is inspired by my connection with my spiritual lineage. The missing link in my spiritual ancestors' families in helping me recognize who I am. As within so without. As above so below. Human beings are eternal. There is no time when humans do not exist. Humans always have full freedom and freewill ,once we take full responsibility and transform from within.
89. MIRROR THE REFLECTION
FROM YOUR TRUE HEART
YEAR: 2020
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
When I painted this artwork, I understood the greatest revelation about the relationship between myself and The Great Circle Of Everything.
The process of this painting has healed how I see myself. When I healed myself, I also healed my relationship with others, even my ancestors.
As above, so below. As within, so without.
If only you can live your life from your true heart, which synchronizes with The Great Circle Of Everything.
Live your life, while honoring your ancestors from the highest unconditional love, that connects us all.
Your true heart will reveal the greatest truth about your mirror reflection, about how you see and what believe about yourself.
Your true heart will also reveal the greatest connection about your mirror reflection of yourself and how you see others.
Your true heart will reveal the greatest revelation about mirror reflection on how others see you ,based on how you see yourself.
92. FOLLOW YOUR HEART
YEAR : 2020
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
TAKE OWNERSHIP AND FULLY ACKNOWLEDGE
YOUR NEGATIVE EMOTIONS:
Fully acknowledge the things that you can control.
Fully acknowledge what are the things that you cannot control.
Acknowledge who you really are, so you can acknowledge others for who they are.
98. FATHER UNIVERSE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA: MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS: 150 cm x 100 cm
WAYS TO FULFILL YOUR OWN INNER NEEDS FROM WITHIN ARE:
Hold more on the inside rather than outside
Control more inside rather than outside
Not blaming, but understanding and forgiving oneself and others
Chose a solution more on the inside, rather than outside
Interpret more on the inside, rather than outside
Change more on the inside, rather than outside
Have more on the inside, rather than outside
Be more on the inside, rather than outside
Make an effort on the inside, rather than expecting it from the outside
Grasp more on the inside, rather than outside
Be your authentic self, rather than judging others
Reflect from the inside
Retain more on the inside rather than outside
Transform and self-empower internally, rather than wanting it externally
95. MOTHER UNIVERSE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
You are the one who can uncover each layer and replace it with self-empowerment, once you undertake the self-journey to unconditional love for yourself and others. Then, when you heal yourself, you will see the whole world change, because you are the one who actually changed.
It's the pain within you, that cries out for your own transformation.
It’s the voice of fear within you, that is waiting to be heard.
It’s the voice of anger within, that waiting to be understood.
It's not that pain is bad, but that it’s just the truth that your need to own, acknowledge, and love from within, by yourself, unconditionally.
52. HEART OF THE UNIVERSE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
One polarity cannot exist without the other, like perfection and its destroyer co-exist with each other. Therefore, the duality law is always active, even from the beginning.
In a higher understanding, this duality is not a problem. Instead, it serves the vital purpose of showing an opposite, to create another perfection. If you really understand this process, you will see a destroyer not as negative, but as one of the necessary steps for creating another level of perfection.
In the lower awareness, these dualities only attract similar negatives, because one fails to recognize the balance of opposites in duality needed, to create a perfect system where differences can be embraced and not lead to separations.
53. THE PRINCESS DANCE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
THE HEALING MUST COME FROM WITHIN
SO YOU MAY BUILD YOUR OWN:
Inner acceptance for who you are, so you can accept others for who they are
Inner acknowledgement for who you are, so you can acknowledge others for who they are
Inner understanding for who you are, so you can understand others for who they are
Inner processing and holding space for yourself, so you can respect how others process and hold space for themselves and honor the difference
Inner strength within, so you can encourage others to find their own unique inner strength
Inner wisdom within, so you can encourage others to find their own unique inner wisdom
108. DIVINE PAINTING
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
Think of feelings as small dragons that appear within your knowing, awareness and conscious mind in your daily life.
When you can process and fully understand your negative emotions, they can be transformed into the small jewels of higher understanding, self-acceptance, deeper awareness, and unconditional love. Integration of all these small jewels is your perfect blueprint.
69. MAPPING YOUR INNER WORLD
YEAR : 2020
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
All the roles you choose are simply mirroring your own judgment towards others and events that occurred throughout your life. Other people reflect the perfect mirror image of your own shadow. The source of the reflection of how you perceive others in your mirror, are your own shadow and inner radar.
You become what you love and you manifest what you love into self and other people.
You become what you hate and you manifest what you hate into self and other people.
You become what you repress and what you repress comes back to you, as the energy of the resistance to other people.
What you do to yourself, you also do to others around you – it's a mirror within deep meditation.
What you think of yourself, you also think of others around you – it's a mirror in deep healing.
How you feel about yourself, you also mirror to others around you – it's a mirror attached to your inner child and ancestral healing.
88. HOLDING SANDS OF TIME
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
You are full of love and lights.
You are your own explorer.
You are your own seeker.
You are your own answer.
You are your own miracle.
You are your own solution.
67. THE WORLD ABOVE AND
THE WORLD BELOW
YEAR : 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 100 CM X 50 CM
You are responsible for co-creating your own happiness.
You are responsible for co-creating your own success.
You are responsible for co-creating your own magnificence.
Nobody can understand you in the specific way you expect and want.
Only you can understand yourself as specifically and uniquely as you are.
Nobody can know you in the specific way you expect and want.
Only you can know yourself just as specifically and uniquely as you are.
Nobody can love you in the specific way you expect and want.
Only you can love yourself unconditionally just as specifically and uniquely as you are.
76. THREE WORLDS AND BEYOND
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 119 CM X 60 CM
Human consciousness is the portal of awakening and ascension, that connects us all to our origin in the higher world and lower world.
Imagine like a sacred tree holding space for healing human consciousness, merging into one higher consciousness, where the subconscious mind is already fully healed, forgiven and understood into a perfect wave of unconditional love.
No more projecting or blaming each other in the dualism, but as one rhythm across the whole galaxy, that shines in the whole universe.
The Divine Masculine united with the Divine Feminine in the whole universe, as the co-creation and co-devotion infinity times infinity.
113. STARSEED REWRITE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
MASTER YOUR NEGATIVE EMOTIONS
Once you truly master your negative emotions, they become your own stairway to your perfect blueprint of a transformative inner-healing journey. Each one of your negative emotions is buried as pain within, crying out for your own transformation. You will lose your chance to transform into your true magical self, if you focus on the outside while blaming or denying yourself and others. It's not that it is bad to deny or bury pain, but it is the hidden truth of your negative emotions that are buried within, that needs to be listened to, accepted, owned, acknowledged and loved by you – unconditionally.
Begin by explore your true feelings:
Be the observer of your own true feelings.
Ask yourself what you truly feel about these situations, people, events or conditions?
True feelings will guide you towards the entire truth about yourself: your true desires, needs and wants for the outcome of your life. They are the inner pathways to help fulfill all your inner needs, wants, desires and dreams.
71. ONE THOUSAND YEARS
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 120 CM X 100 CM
Timeless, free will and freedom.
HAVE YOU EVER FELT YOU HAD BEEN:
To the highest and lowest corner of the Earth
To the farthest and shortest of your breath
Backward and forward in time
Found and hidden from your own emotions
Hiding and finding your own identity
Running away and holding still
Investigating, searching deeply
Everything and nothing
Hate and love
Searching for all the ideas and answers
Found it and lost it again
Gotten and surrendered to it
79. STARGATE
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 150 CM X 100 CM
The holding mirror reflections are your expectations to be accepted by others. They MIRROR the parts of you that you rejected, because you have not yet accepted yourself.
Expect to be acknowledged by other’s MIRROR of your part, that is being denied and unacknowledged by you.
Expect to be conquered by another’s MIRROR of the part of yourself, that is forgotten and lost.
Expect to be chosen by another’s MIRROR of the part of yourself, that you left behind.
Expect to be right by another’s MIRROR of the part of yourself, that you wronged.
Expect to be rewarded by another’s MIRROR of the part of yourself, that your rewarded.
Expect to be known by other’s MIRROR of the part of yourself, that is still unknown to you.
17. EXTERNAL AND INTERNAL WORLD
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS WITH FRAME
DIMENSIONS : 80 X 60 CM
FRAME : 103 CM X 83 CM
EXTERNAL WORLD FROM INTERNAL WORLD
You perceive the external world through the screen of your internal world.
Therefore the solution to take back the control and the power of your transformational journey is through healing your internal world.
Your external world will follow.
Internal holding space and external holding space with great unconditional love for self and others are the keys to being your true magical-self.
29. A HUNDRED THOUSAND ANGELS
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 39.8 CM X 59.7 CM
As long as you don’t acknowledge and truthfully understand the feeling within, you will always feel in pain, hurt, and wounded. The pain of not being acknowledged and understood which is buried in the subconscious mind, will appear in the consciousness as a surface negative behavior pattern. This will help you realize to look deep within.
You need to acknowledge and understand yourself, no matter how wrong you feel, in order to completely heal.
You need to acknowledge and understand your own weakness, desires, dreams, and wants.
25. HALF A WORLD AWAY
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 35 CM X 27.5 CM
ACCEPT YOUR NEGATIVE EMOTIONS
Fully accept yourself, your own truth of your true feeling and your negative emotions.
Fully accept the things that you can or can not control.
ACCEPTANCE:
Acceptance is to know that you create your own suffering, therefore when you take responsibility, you have to power to change your life.
Acceptance is to bring the energy here into this moment, and not live in the past or future.
Acceptance brings the power to move on.
19. OLD SOUL'S HEART
YEAR: 2019
MEDIA : MIXED MEDIA ON CANVAS
DIMENSIONS : 100 CM X 70 CM
World inside world
Life before
Life after
Life beyond
There is no time when you don't exist
You are in the beginning
And also the end